That's Why

That's why people get couples...
To do the stupid things that single person can't do

Running

wish i could run....

run away from the reality into the land of fantasy...

yet...

*sigh*

Saturday Morning

Saturday Morning...

and i suddenly missing you...

you..

whom i thought would never in love with...in such a SHORT TIME...

i shouldn't love you...

i'm sorry for being a lady...

who needs your love deeply and only bring trouble to your life....

some say that love would fix a twisted yarn...

yet for me...

love only makes the fix yarn into a mess....

is it a punishment for me...

as I've rejected many love that comes to me..

yet falling in love to the one that i shouldn't love with...

notes to myself (this note was made when my logical thoughts is stronger than my feelings-Dec 9th '10):
1. TRUE that love only makes the fix yarn into a mess
2. NOPE it's not a punishment as there's not so many love that comes towards you (though if there's someone offer u love, there's none u can be proud of...don't be too cocky Melly..)
3. U'r time will come dear...U just haven't met him yet

Kepribadian

Hmmmmm pernah merasakah kalo di dalam diri lo tuh ada bbrp kepribadian....?

G sering banget berasa gitu...g kadang berasa ada diri g yg baik, jahat, pemarah, melow, cuek, dkk semua digabungin dalam 1 badan

kadang g bisa cuek banget sama keadaan g...ga peduli dengan orang mw ngomong apa...kadang klo g lg sensi/melow g bisa sampe berpikir "apakah g emank spt itu? si a mikir apa yah... si b mikir apa yah..."

errrr...kepribadian yg aneh kah? sometimes i just don't get me....

nah kepribadian yg sekarang lg nongol adalah kepribadian MELOW...ME need hug NOW....(damn PMS thing!!!!)

Love to Walk

I love to walk...

when i'm walking i can see many people...how they react to something...i like to watch how they stare...how they laugh..

like the other night when I'm walking home from work i saw an old lady carrying her son in her back as the son sleep in the sidewalk and since it began to rain..seeing that view remind me how great is the love of a mother and to be thankful since i have one that's waiting for me at home....

(-_-)?

Percakapan g kemaren sama nyokap :

mama : mel cari pacar dokter gih...
g : klo mel sdh ga mau pacaran ma? gimana?
mama : yadah mama paksa....
g : ha?(-_-)?

my funny mom....hehehe

S T R A N G E

it's kinda strange...sitting in front of the computer...but don't know what to do....

i have technology in front of me....but my brain is empty...don't know what to do...